Still living..Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum and salam sejahtera,

It's been almost 2months since the last update.(ayat2 cliche...). Well, currently Alhamdulillah I'm still alive and breathing the fresh air of kampung. Heh.

There are lots of different living in kampung and kota. In kampung everything move slowly and there's no need to rush. It's like you are blessed with plenty of time, if you're living in kampung. Having had visiting (a.k.a menumpang tidur) at Yanty's house, makes me realize how I'm not ready to live in a hectic place. Waking up at 5.00a.m, going out at 6.30am or else you'll facing a terrible traffic jam, showering with the cold water...I dont think I would manage to do that.*sigh*

I saw school kids walking to the bus station, standing inside the sardine packed bus (but not so packed like in Nizhny), I dont think I can do all that. How I'm so grateful living in boarding school for 5 years, went to primary school that only takes 10mins from home (most of the time Ayah would hantar me.heh). If those kids that I've seen already on the street, walking; while I during that age, still sleeping or just woke up. That makes me think, they are a lot tougher than me, more durable,etc....

Being in a different world, separated from the reality, I feel that I'm not ready for the world. Am I ready for the 'real life'? Am I ready being an adult with huge responsibilities? Am I ready for having a family? Am I ready to be a doctor?

Those questions are difficult to answer, and some are uncertain.

Let's pray I could face the life smoothly,InsyaAllah.

Life, is not always like a bed filled with roses ( without the thorns.heh).Bad things do happen, sometimes.

p/s: congratulations to the seniors on your graduation. Congratulations to dear friends, who are tying the knot, be it a wedding or engagement. My prayer, InsyaAllah will be with you. Semoga berbahagia!